Thursday, November 25, 2004
i like him, i think i do. when i first saw him, those thought-full eyes literally spoke - anxiety and curiosity were present in the tension filled real life scenario. i stared, a little longer than i should, and so did he. wow i thought, he may seem fake, but heck, i like it. a week later, i already knew more about this stranger. he's okay i summarized, nothing special, juz that he............
oh well.. it's been less than an hour, but i already feel i ought to know more
no. no way.
schizoprenia gets the better of me.
it suddenly struck me that i'm juz taking any guy i know, tell myself that i like him, and then go crazy over that guy. boo. this is horrid. nevermind, i woke up fast enough.
but i can't gurantee that i won't go back to dream...
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okay, goood. Very Good! i cut my hair last tuesday. and working yesterday, i realized how awful my new hairstyle looks after working. so... i took the scissors (kitchen one!!).. walked to the mirror.. and snipped off 'unwanted' hair.
my goshh!!! i look IDIOTIC now. dammit!!! i rushed into it.. and now my fringe 's short.. well.. a little too short that is. sohaiz.
i juz can't wait for my hair to grow.
and the cutie i mentioned above? i get to see him sometimes. when our working schedules match.
grrrr... i'm so pissed off with rocky.. dammit. i asked him numerous times about sis and ting.. and he always evades my questions.. giving me meaningless answers. *sigh!!* but he did give me some feedback. now.. still hoping for the better ><
sadded.
xoxo
joce-lyn
10:52 PM
